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Sunday, February 11, 2007

1:14 AM

Stressful & Joyful Week...

This week is really quite a busy week for me.... Not just in terms of studies, but also in terms of no. of activities & events I was involved with...

Though the main concern are still the upcoming projects deadlines in the following week, but I guessed one of the highlights stress for this week is the preparation for playing the keyboard during Guohui & Janice's wedding day (Sat)... With my limited skills, I was supposed to help to play Praise & Worship (P&W), which was terribly scary when I was 1st approached by Guohui... since I have no 'live' performance experience b4... Thus, my stress level throughout this week is extremely high (on the inside). But I still tried to keep my cool on the outside... =)

But I still wanna thank God for His presence with me this week. One day while I was travelling to school, sitting in bus 74, listening to my mp3 while worrying & troubling with my current situation, I was refreshed by God after paying attention to the lyrics of the songs I was listening to... It was Corrinne May's album. (Xmas gift from sister Dorcas, Thanks!)

Though I had played it quite a few times in my laptop while doing work, but I didn't really listen to the lyrics till then...

IF YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME

If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would still be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyong the moon and the sky
If they gave me golden wings,
well I still couldn't fly
without you, nothing would matter

You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say
My life would be so empty
with nothing left to fell
If you didn't love me
If you didn't love me.

I was being reminded of God's love for me once again... Seriously, I can't imagine how I would feel if God don't love me anymore... The lyrics are so beautiful & true...

STAY ON THE ROAD

Don't turn your laughing eyes away
You know I love you
There's no need to be afraid
Hearts are made to be broken
They get stronger by the day
I'll take a chance and drop all my defenses
Just to hear you say

How long is the road
How long is the ride
How long is the darkness till we get to the light
Go easy on me
Cause you already know
No matter the distance
I'll stay on the road to your heart

You say I've been a fool too long
You wonder why I have the strength to carry on
I see through your weakness
Your tough guy iron mask
It's really not that hard or complicated
That's no need to ask

How long is the road
How long is the ride
How long is the darkness till we get to the light
Go easy on me cause you already know
No matter the distance I'll stay on the road to your heart
I'll stay on the road to your heart
I'll stay on the road to your heart

I would have to admit that many times, this question came to my mind: "Will I be able to stay on the road till the end?" And this week, being so packed with so many things, I did feel very tired spiritually, wondering my strength to 'carry on walking'... This song is really my prayer to God... that I can stay on the road to His heart.

I really highly recommend this album if you haven heard any of her songs...

Another thing I wanna thank God for is His help for my assignment to be complete & done on time... I was amazed by my own ability also... something which I prayed for to help me with my studies... I REALLY love my guitar drawing!! (Giving myself a clap.. *CLAP CLAP*)

Of course, not forgetting the happy wedding of Guohui & Janice today... (I was still very stressed before the whole things began.. But I was glad I did ok afterall...) It is really a joyful occasion. 真替他们感到高兴... =)

真心的祝福他们...

Please don't ask me when is my turn... LOL...

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